Friday April 26th

It seems things aren't as bad I think, Heaven is still on my side. I got a call from my aunt the other day, said I got a package in the mail from Aunt Bev. She is one of my other guardian angels, her prayers been keeping me safe my whole life. Every birthday I get a heartfelt card from her god bless her. My aunt says that the LORD speaks through Aunt Bev, so that it's a message from God and I am by no means a religious man still, I can't disagree with her. I cried, but in my own way.

Sophia says weed is causing me to feel apathetic. I google weed and apathy. Sure enough, I read research finds that smoking dope causes apathy. Then I found that studies are inconclusive as to whether smoking dope causes apathy, or if apathy causes one to smoke dope. Huha. I'll smoke to that.

I can't wait for the semester to be over. I took a history test the other day. I haven't read the textbook in a month or so, nor did I study for the test yet I still managed to pull an 80% out of my ass. I gave a powerpoint presentation about Planned Parenthood, in my child dev class. I bombed my presentation, something about being up in front of a room full of women, all eyez on me. Yeah, I fuckin chocked. I touched a bit on Margaret Sanger and eugenics, when I was done a woman in my class, who is probably old enough to be my mother, asked me what eugenics was. It was the whole idea behind the Holocaust, I said. And explained a little more, and the teacher helped too. So fuck a good grade, I helped spark a mind. I'm sure that woman wasn't the only one in class who didn't know about eugenics.

Thought of a dope ass story to write, then forgot it moments later. I should start writing things down.


"Renard"